I’m trying now. To get over you. It’s worked for two days now. It’s nice. I told myself to be okay with the days that I’ll also be upset. And to accept those days. This is one of those nights. You know, it’s weird. Because if a year ago I was crying, you would’ve been all over it. You would’ve probably called me and try to comfort me. And it’s just a strange feeling knowing that you don’t even know how much I do cry about you. And how you aren’t here for me. It’s just so unfamiliar. I miss it though. Just so you know. I miss the old you. Where you would’ve gotten so worried even if I had the slightest fever. You were a good guy. Not so much anymore. But back then, you were just completely amazing. Thank you for being amazing at one point. But I have to go. I can’t wait until you’re truly genuine again. I have to go and move on with MY life. It’s okay though. I forgive you. For hurting me, for giving me the happiest moments of my life. I forgive you. Go on with your life. Let me go on with mine. Let’s both be happy without each other. :) DKK, have a wonderful life. I hope you have the greatest opportunities that life can give you. I hope another woman can experience your old amazing self that I used to know. Show the wonderful person you are. Don’t mess it up with anyone else like you did with me. And just please, be happy for me.
